Tuesday, April 5, 2011

I haven't been on here in months.

I'm only using this again because I'm following a paranormal blog that uses this site and it's neat to read.

KBYE!

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

I bought 7 pairs of undies from Aerie today for 20 dollars. I had a 5 dollar off coupon, and there was a sale going on. SO AWESOME. I love them all. I also tried on this emormous, ridiculous push up from VS. It made my boobs look giant. Huge. Unrealistically large. I sent a picture to Evan and of course he told me to buy it. I couldn't though. 1. It was 50 dollars. 2. Everyone would be able to tell I was wearing a giant push up, because there was more bra than I have boob. Oh well, it was cool having boobs for a minute. I'm still pumped about new underwear.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

So many people I know from high school/college are already married or have kids. It's crazy. I feel like marriage is acceptable but having kids right now is insane! I still feel so young.

Friday, July 9, 2010

Well I looked my demons in the eyes,
laid bare my chest, said "Do your best, destroy me.
You see, I've been to hell and back so many times,
I must admit you kind of bore me."
There's a lot of things that can kill a man,
there's a lot of ways to die,
listen, some already did that walked beside me.
There's a lot of things I don't understand,
why so many people lie.
Its the hurt I hide that fuels the fire inside me.

Friday, June 11, 2010

I just got home from work and I'm exhausted. Now I'm laying in bed while my pup drives me nuts by jumping on me/barking/doing puppy things. He was in the kennel for almost 7 hours while I was at work, so he's really hyper and just wants to play right now. My 2-6 client cancelled tomorrow, so Ollie won't have to be in the kennel for as long.

I got home from Haverhill last night. Being down there was absolutely wonderful. I got there at about 1am late Sunday night, and by the time Evan and I ate and visited, we didn't get to sleep until about 3:30. I didn't want to go to sleep. I just wanted to lay in bed and snuggle all night. We took Ollie running several times when I was there which was nice. I won't even get into the incident at the dog park...ugh. Anyways, I had such a great time with Evan. I missed him so much. He seriously is my best friend and it's crappy that the person I can talk to and confide in most, is so far away. Oh well, summer is already a month over. By the time I know it, summer will be over and I won't have to sleep alone anymore.

I don't really remember what I was going to write. Evan called me and I lost my train of thought.

Ohh Jamaica is in 2 weeks. I'm super excited! I'm not really excited about spending all of my money, but it will be worth it. I just want to swim. Too bad I feel like complete crap in my bathing suit...thats why I'm going to the gym tomorrow with Kelsie. I'm going to try to go as often as possible. I have to go whenever she's free cause she is the one with the gym membership, and I can only get in for free if I go with her. I did an ab workout earlier today and my abs are killing me. So pathetic hahah. OH! I Finally got the "okay" from my physical therapist that I can run again!!! I'm so excited! I've missed running. I ran almost every day last summer, and not being able to run at all this summer has sucked. I'm not sure how it's going to go tomorrow. I'm probably going to do really really light running. Coming down hard on my knee is still pretty painful, so my "run" tomorrow is going to be more of a really light jog. It will still be nice though.

Okay, I'm going to bed. Gotta work at 8am. Gross.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Lately.

Hmm my life as of late = work. That's basically it. I haven't had a day off in so long. Well over a month! BUT I'm leaving for Haverhill tomorrow night! Depending on when Ev gets out of work will depend on what time I leave Brewer. I'll probably leave around 9 or 10pm. I'm beyond excited to see him! It's going to be wonderful. I have missed him sooo much. I've missed being with him every day. Doing absolutely everything together. Grocery shopping, walking Ollie, laying in bed watching tv, cooking dinner together, snuggling, going to bed together, sleeping together. Everything!! I miss it all! Igdrijfdkbgfj I just want tonight and tomorrow to be over so I can drive down and see my boy! Goodness.

The other day Kelsie and I took the dogs to the park. They loved it! Ollie got to run and run and he even escaped through the fence and was free for a minute. I almost had a heart attack. The field we let them run in is a big fenced in baseball field. There are 3 or 4 small openings in the fence, and Ollie and Spencer managed to find one of them and run out! They came back though which was good. After that they didn't escape anymore. Ollie was so tired after the park. He slept the whole ride home, fell asleep when we got home, and stayed asleep for 4 hours! He was a sleepy baby.

Okay that's basically my life lately. Jamaica in 20 days. FUCK YES.