I love my pup

Seriously, I do. He is the only thing keeping me sane when Evan is away. He's chasing his tail at the end of my bed right now, then stopping and peeking over the covers to me. He's great! I skipped class today so Ollie could be out of the kennel for more time. I was suppose to be in class from 10-12, then go to work from 12:30-1:30, then I had to run to the office to get my paycheck/talk to my boss, THEN go to physical therapy and finally go home. I didn't want Ollie to be all alone for that long, so I didn't go to class. Poor pup is going to be in his kennel for a long time tomorrow. :( I was suppose to work 8-9, but that client cancelled which is nice, but I still work 10-1, then 2-6. Poooooop. I think I'm going to have Andy take him out several times during the day, just so he can pee and stretch his legs a little.

Anyways, Beky, you inspired me to "shop" online without actually buying. (Which is so depressing because I want EVERYTHING and can't get any of it.) So I've been on Forever 21's website, putting about 8273i12 things in my bag, and fantasizing that I can press the "checkout" button. Hmmm, if only...I need to shop at least once before Jamaica, because I have no shorts and about one tank top that I actually enjoy wearing. That's not gonna cut it! My bag has 117 dollars worth of stuff in it..man oh man I wish I could buy it all! Oh well.

Summer is almost here. I wish I was excited about it. Evan's leaving for four months in just over a week. UGH. It's going to be so hard. The first summer SUCKED, last summer sucked and I'm hoping this summer will suck a little less, but it probably won't. I hate being away from him for long periods of time. Maybe I'm just extremely selfish? I probably am. I've dated him for going on 2 years, lived with him for 8 months, and am so used to being with him everyday, and sleeping next to him every night. I'm going to be lonely! We just have to get through this summer, then we are DONE being separated for the summer. He'll move back here at the end of August, we'll go to school for the next 8 months, graduate then pack our bags and move to either NH or MA. I can't wait! I need to find a school down there though. I think I'm going to take a year off, then go back for my masters. When I graduate next year I'll have a Bachelors degree in Clinical Psychology with my MHRTC (Mental Health Rehabilitation Technician Certification) which sounds fancy, but I really can't do much with that, soooo I have to go to grad school at some point. I'm looking forward to that actually. I'm also looking forward to my internship next year. Can't wait to work with actual clients!

Okay this is quite enough I think. Here's my family. :) I love both of those boys a ridiculous amount.